Tearing me apart from the inside, begging to get out,
I’ve tried to destroy this part of me but still it sought
A revenge of sorts
hatred for all who did this to me, for them a deadly course.
seeking something, someone, anything to end my inner turmoil
and now I’m stuck in lies for my error, my mind forever foiled
knowing full well I’ve put myself here, it was not my enemies but me that I now hate
and four white walls will soon be my fate.
When does it all end?